Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Grateful for him


I feel so genuinely happy, even though I am sad. He just makes me happy and cheers me up whenever I am down and depressed. He just shines right through me and makes me shine with him. He is amazing because how can a person treat me so well and do so much for me when I was barely there for them, and I let them down plenty of times. A true definition of an amazing person who cares and loves for you. I have never had a person come in my life before or after him that has done what he has done for me and what he has showed and sacrificed for me. From every little action to every risky action, and everything that he does makes me rethink twice and thank him more than ever. Me just crying and sobbing tears on his shirt and him being so patient with me and rubbing my back.. like oh my god! I have never felt so understood in my life. I just blurted my feelings out, because I have been so alone and had no one to talk to, i'm trapped in my own bubble and it is really hard to come out of it. He comforted me and made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world because to be honest that is rare to find.. someone being with you through thick and thin. Thank you so much for being there.

Monday, May 2, 2016

A page


Dear diary, What is love? because I think that i will never know. I always think that its love but is it truly love eh? Some days I’m happy and some days I wish death upon me. I don’t understand these feelings, and love is truly one of the hardest feelings to feel because nobody will ever truly know what it means and what it feels like until the day comes where someone will show you and make you feel the so called “Love”. As of now its just puppy love and of course my feelings are bottled up locked away and thrown out.

Draking


I like draking sometimes i feel gangsta !!!!!!! Therefore I want to listen to him when i just want to relate to songs. His songs are very relatable, especially his new album! Thousands do the so called "Draking" though nothing new! Right now i am draking because i guess I just am in my feelings. Resolving things is hard ugh life is also hard, hmm who ever knew ?